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A year of rain? Storm looms  

2010-05-23 01:24:06|  分类: life |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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Last year, this time, sitting at my old broken desk, sipping the last drop of wine, tasting it, feeling it, I kissed goodbye to my long, rugged path of college life.
A door opened, many doors closed. Now, an old me, sitting at a temporary spot, with a deep sigh. 2 jobs, 2 exams, 3 offers, and a whole new plan mark the conclusion of my first year after graduation. Sounds pretty catching, appealing, yet worrying. For us youngsters, life is full of uncertainties, like a long, long voyage closing to one tenth of the distance. It drifted through the peaceful ocean, confronted by a world of waves and waves of questions. I guess every man or woman of my age does have some similar problems, yet not everyone is fully capable of understanding all of them. The ability to see things ahead with no fussy, nagging doubts is a gift for few. How am I gonna do to say hello to the future with confidence and courage? How am I gonna find my place on this huge planet? How am I gonna settle myself down in peace and quiet?
Maybe I am cussing again. Firing at the world tons of senseless questions.
People say my life is the envy of the world, that I am actually in very sound conditions. Then why the hell am I always keeping myself restless?
Was last year a year of rain, the next year must show itself as a year of storm. I'll be lost on the planet Britannia, missing my love, my family, my friends and my country. I know a lot of people already got used to lives of solitude or of boredom, for some it might be of unfading freshness. For me? Who knows.
At least for now, I have to work something out. I can't lose my spirit which shined on my way all along in the year past, nor can I abolish my strengths which cost me golden years on. That's the bottom line. If you can't beat all of your rivals, at least beat some of them. I gotta show them what I've got. But only preserving isn't enough for embracing my future, what makes me today must drive me further to a new piece of land. Honesty, perseverance, sympathy and hard work. The absence of either of those qualities that I find scarce in myself by far is gonna be awful. I keep reminding myself, warning myself things won't apply except all of them are in place.
Some doors closed, more doors opened. In my dictionary, besides engraving those words, I gotta put my heart. Set things to my heart is the very next step I'll make. Let me test myself rough.


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